Mi Mundo
Jesus is amazing. Chapter Camp 2012 was great! I had tons of fun and was able to get to know everyone better. It was also challenging. It was hard for me to be open minded about certain stuff and also for me to open up to people. God is working on that, though. Everyday I feel more confident with friends and community. The one clear message that I felt God was telling me was to open up about the past. Even if it can hurt relationships or the way people view me. One of these days I’m going to have to tell at least one friend. It will be hard but I just pray that they won’t judge. God’s love is unconditional. One thing I know for sure is that he loves each and everyone of us, no matter what we have done in the past. I also get another message that was very hard for me to accept. I felt that God wants me to forget about someone that I still love very much. Not forever but for right now. It’s hard to let go but I just hope, truly hope, that I will be able to let go soon. It’s become easier over time but I still need a lot of support and patience. I’m tired of crying myself to sleep. It happens less and less but those days still creep up on me. God already got me through one chain. I can’t wait for the others to break free :)
